#bc i wrote solangelo pre-thinking 'ah shit i have to go to a doctor' so its kinda just. vaguely mentioned.

[jackwolfes]

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[questions]

💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.

it is "the slow easing of coming home"! which is no real surprise because the pulleyverse is a very small fandom, so i am fully aware of why it has the kudos it does. i do think it's a wonderful lil fic, very tender and very soft 🥰

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

i answered this before but another just because i can: i am very good at sex scenes. like by now i am confident saying i can give myself a good grade in being horny

🍉in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

i've actually been fairly open about this before but i started writing ACOTLD at a time where i was trying to process a very recent adhd diagnosis, most notably the ways in which that disability may have been the root cause of a LOT of (very traumatic) mental health issues ive had over my life. and like. idk it ended up being a big look at the emotional distress being neurodivergent has caused me 😂 now that it's pretty much all posted i feel like if you read it with the mindset of, "this was written by someone who is intimately aware of the difficulties of not knowing why they cant just regulate their emotions like everyone else, and can't just fix things that are so easy to other people" it's.... not hard to see the the thought processes behind the things i have jesper do and feel in that fic 😅 i've always kinda wanted to write a character study of jesper as "a guy with severe adhd" but i could never make it work, and i think i just needed the right setting.